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Mon, Jun. 5th, 2006, 12:30 pm
wow

i just looked at how in my interests it says that i love alan n stuff.
that is soo old!! i do miss him tho...
even tho we had sum bad times together we really did have nice times.
my first with a couple of things too..
i guess its just hard to forget your first love huh??

Mon, Jun. 5th, 2006, 12:01 am

RICK MIGHT MOVE TO FUCKING NORTH CAROLINA!!
not if i could help it.
my mom said that he could live with us n everything..
wow wouldnt that be weird? my ex boyfriend who broke my heart staying with me? well it was over a year ago. soon to be two, we hated each other and went back to being really close. i love that guy to death!
so yeah parents are making him move and just when we were getting closer!! buu.
we told my mom and she asked if he wanted to stay..WOULDNT THAT BE cooool!!
hehe we laughed about how it would be awesome if i woke up to him in his boxers in my kitchen every morning..haha
he would see me when i look like shit tho..ha! nah he already has when he stayed here to keep me company when my parents were out of town..
that was awesome!! hehe.
so hmm...idk....
i remember when he left that weekend i was sooooo sad!! like he wasnt in my house and it was weird!
i would miss him SOOOO much if he left! idk what i would do...
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Wed, Aug. 31st, 2005, 04:50 pm

yo kids. im lame today...ugh i wish i could go to the allen on friday!! grr my pinche buta madre is being anal about it tho..grrr..if i dont do that i will be practically froced to some other stupid show..oh pues. saturday is the showdown at the knitting factory and im soo excited!!! i hope that i get my ticket tho cause shit i need that!!! i need to get the hook ups from ornela tho. damn batmobile and the deadutantes are playing!!! mother fuck yes.....lOl im such a lame ass...anyway going to marys tomorrow to do some wack project but its gonna be funny!!
its on the salem witch trials and we are gonna have one of the guys be the girl who gets hanged. and we are gonna use a barby doll. har har har har. im the lady thats screams "SHE IS A WITCH BURN HER!! HANG HER!!! AHHHHHHHH!!!" i totally scored..hehe. then we are gona go to the library...i never thought that i would EVER do this...anyway yeah thats all i guess. more later. and i cant believe that i am actually using live journal...im soo used to myspace...

Sun, Aug. 28th, 2005, 11:33 am
har har har har quizes and im bored!!

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Your soul has Cute Wings

You are very fun to be around, but can
sometimes
be a klutz(>.<)! You always seem to know whats in
and whats not,
and you always seem to be in the in croud. But that
doesn't make you a bad friend, and in the end,
you're a very
good person.
Your wings give off a cutie type of personality
which makes people, want to be somewhat like you.
But you seem to change just a bit day to day.

A Quote:The dumbest people I know are
those who know it all.



What kind of wings does YOUR soul have?(anime pics!!)
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Mon, Jun. 13th, 2005, 03:10 pm
NOT GUILTY!

MICHAEL JACKSON NOT GUILTY ON 10 COUNTS!!!

my day was horrible considering i didnt hang out with my frieds really and i get the feeling im not liked there. soOoOo today sucked. i got a hole in my skirt right at my ass and it was right during break that my friend told me. uhh....yeah then i got home....and heard about michael and was happy haha. and i heard my message from ricky ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

i hope tomorrow is even better. i know friday will be.<3

Mon, May. 16th, 2005, 10:34 pm
quizes

Understanding
You need understanding.
In your life there has been many people that
could never seem too comprehend your
personality. Now you have either become an
out-cast because of their narrow minds or you
have adjusted yourself to them, and never
letting them see who you are deep inside. You
now think that no one will ever understand you
and you hate that fact. Though you are scared
of what the effects might be if you would
decide to let someone in so you keep a safe
distance that you both curse and bless.


What Do You Need in Your Life? [dark pics]
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Soroity Slut
You're Soroity Slut Barbie! You're easy and you're
really cheesy! Have fun with the entire
football team.


If You Were A Barbie, Which Messed Up Version Would You Be?
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surprise
You have a surprise kiss! Your partner is always
pleasantly pleased to have you jump outta no
where to dote them with a fun peck on the cheek
or more passionate embrace. super markets and
work places are your favorite places to attack
your loved one with all your love =p


What kind of kiss are you?
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Revenge killer

You kill for
revenge.

That is because you have lost something or
someone you held very dear. Now you can't seem
to get over the loss that marked your soul, and
the only solution is to go after the one person
who brought all this pain to you. Chances are
you are angry inside and you bottle everything
up and don't talk to anyone about it. People
may want to help, but you think that they can
never understand your pain and only get
frustrated because of this. But it is important
to see all that you have left and be thankful
of that even if you have lost something great.
It may not be true that Times heals all wounds,
but with time and talking about your feelings,
maybe the hurt will ease.

Main weapon: Yourself
Quote: "You can close your eyes to
reality but not to memories" -Stainslaw J.
Lec
Facial expression: Gritted teeth and
teary eyes




What Type of Killer Are You? [cool pictures]
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cuddle and a kiss
cuddle and a kiss on the forehead - you like to be
close to your special someone and feel warm,
comfortable, and needed


What Sign of Affection Are You?
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img src="http://images.quizilla.com/N/Nariel-flame/1114437313_etprincess.jpg" border="0" alt="Secretive">
You are a secretive princess. You were born into a
gilded cage. You hated the rules and
restrictions about walking daintily, eating
neatly and always having to look good.
You hated the cameras always flashing in your face
and therefore you hide your true self, behind
plain clothes. But your beauty is still
stunning. Due to the way you continually hide
yourself from the life of rules, you are a
natural rebel. Independence is your strongest
point - you may care for others, and even
depend on them...but when it comes right down
to it, the only one you need is yourself. You
have a strong sense of who and what you are, no
one can control your heart or mind, or even
really influence your thinking. You have a very
serious mind - never acting immature and
harbouring a superior disgust of those who do.


Which proud princess are you? (Dazzling pics and detailed results!)
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Love.Life
Your wise quote is: "Love is life. And if you
miss love, you miss life" by Leo
Buscaglia.
Yes, love is indeed what you desire in your
life. If you have it or not is another matter,
but it is in your eyes the most important
feeling. You tend to be a romantic dreamer and
want you and your love to have that kind of
perfect love that you hear about in fairytales.
However that can be hard to find, but it
doesn't mean you are going to stop looking.


What wise quote fits you?(pics) UPDATED
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Goddess
The Goddess of Night and Regret. You are a perfect
confidante. Always understanding and
solicitous, you could be a queen and you are
exceptionally honest. You are an intelligent
beauty.


Which gorgeous goddess are you? For girls! (breath taking pics!)
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HASH(0x8c87244)
You are Marijuana (aka: weed, dope, skunk,
chronic...). You are the most commonly used
drug in the world. You are powerful, stubborn,
moody, have a strong attitude. You are
classified as class (A and B) illegal drugs.


What kind of Drugs are you? and how that reflect your personality?
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romantic girl
Ok you are a romantic anime girl and you love and
care for a lot of people.There is no evil in
you soul or your heart.Though sometimes people
don't feelt he same way as you do you keep on
trying to change their mind.You love to help
people out and you are always happy.Keep on
trying to make the whole world smile because
you know smiles are contagious ^_^.Oh and if it
seems like there is nobody who could love you
as much as you could love them it doesn't
matter the thing is that the only thing that
matters is that he cares and loves you and it
doesn't matter how much well maybe it does but
don't set you standards to high cuz then you'll
find nobody


If You Were An Anime Character What Would You Look Like?(Girls Only)
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PASSIONATE LOVER. You love to love, always looking
for a relationship. You cannot live without it.
Your lover must be passionate and you want
that you and your partner melt into each other.
He/She should not try to take the domination .
You dont want a relationship without passion,
and the sexuality plays a big part. The first
moment you meet him/her is one of the most
important. There has to be something between
you , you cannot explain. From the first moment
on everything must fix. But when this passion
disappears you disappear to. For you it is
better to leave than to see your love
restrained.

PLEASE VOTE, I want to know what you think about my
quiz, I worked hard on it.You can always
message me or tell me how I can improve that
quiz. Ill sure write back.


~THE big LOVE TEST!! What do you need? With PICS! For girls and boys!~
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Eye
~*~Beautiful Soul~*~
You're the type of person who is loving, giving,
sweet, generous, genuine, and optimistic. You
see the beauty around you and you admire it for
its faults, as well as perfections. Most likely
a dreamer, you are highly respected and liked.
People like to be around you because you make
them happy. You have a wonderful personality
and you're beautiful inside and out!


Please Rate or message me! Thank you for taking my
quiz! XoXo <3 Lana


You're Beautiful...but why? ( PICS)
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HASH(0x8a1ecac)
Your Hidden Power Is:
Earthly


You are sort of childish yet brave. If you get
pissed off you become a very strong fighter.
You hate seeing the earth die and you use your
special powers to save the earth from becoming
hell. You are loved by many and hated by few
but you only despise those that try and destroy
your wonderful earth.

Gem Stone:Emerald Eye Color:Lime
Green Hair Color:Brown with green on the
bottom tips and it is shoulder length flipped
out.

Quote:I tear my heart open. I sew my
self shut. My weakness is that i care to much.
And our scars remind us that the past is real.
I tear my heart open just to feel.


What Is Your True Hidden Power? .::Beautiful Anime Pics::.
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Mon, May. 16th, 2005, 08:30 pm
0o00o0o0o0o quizes look at the pretty pictures!!!


Your Deadly Sins



Pride: 80%

Wrath: 60%

Envy: 40%

Gluttony: 40%

Lust: 40%

Sloth: 40%

Greed: 20%

Chance You'll Go to Hell: 46%

You will become famous - and subsequently killed by a stalker.



dreamer
you represent the dreams in life. you are laid back
and also dream alot.


What part of life do you represent? ( AWESOME anime pics ^_^)
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plainsight
You are independant and don't need a guy yet.


What kind of guy are you most attracted to? (CUTE anime pics)
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Cocktail
Cocktail


?? Which Alcoholic Drink Are You ??
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Mon, May. 9th, 2005, 10:59 pm
i hate love

i really do. i hate being all in this trance thinking that im sooo happy just because of a guy and then finding ou that it was just a lie. pues not a lie pero just like exageration. so i hate it when guys are not sure either. GET YO SHIT STRAIGHT! man i hate being like this. it always has to be complicated.
this time i really thought that i cared for someone and i wouldnt get hurt. now im allowing myself to get hurt when its not even something that i had for a while. mostly like 2 months.....
i also hate finding out that there is another. like someone that he also kinda likes....grawr.....i want a bf..who loves me adores me and will just be there.

Fri, May. 6th, 2005, 03:46 pm

hey hey hey people. im gonna go to the cobalt tonight to see my friends band and i think that all of you guys should go too! if you dont then that suuuucks. im doing ehhh i guess. i have a new computer and i can doo soooo much stuff and faster than my old peice of shit laptop. tonight im gonna go to the cobalt and i could be at the allen or at the movies with friends pero ehh its alright. tomorrow im gonna go to a renassaince fair with my cousin and her friends. its gonna be DOOOOPE. after i MIGHT go to my friend julios house for a kickback/party. i hope i can go tho. im single and i hate it....i need a man!!! grr. lates damn i wanna watch battle royalle

Thu, Mar. 17th, 2005, 06:54 pm

today is the worst day of my life...
1-i had to run to my first period
2- we had to dress for pe and i didnt know
3-i came home with a bad attitude
4-i had a geometry test that i fucked on
5-someone didnt call that i really wanted to talk to because....of #6
6- my grandma died.

the only thing good today was my mango snapple..thanks ashley

Thu, Mar. 10th, 2005, 03:20 pm
hey im back for a day!

hello people!! i have been dead for a while. lol. yeah no seriously i havnt been myself at all. too much has happened and i dont like to think about it. well i consider myself still dead or numb whichever. i think i sound a bit emo now but hey im not emo i just can accept who i am now. i havnt cried for a LOOONG time now. i think the last time was when my grandpa died and that was i think in december. anyway enought about me being ehh. HOW IS EVERYONE ELSE?!?!?!? COMMENT PLEASE IF YOU WANT ME TO STAY!! lol no seriously if i dont get more than at least 6 comments im gonna have to leave and not come back. thee is just no point after that lol.
with love
~Samantha~

Sun, Dec. 12th, 2004, 07:01 pm
my ex and i ....i dont like him anymore..bastard dumped me...hee hee..was my best friend too...

Taintedtear13: blah blah blah
Hallmark89: i had a dream about u last night
Taintedtear13: i should just shut up
Taintedtear13: really?
Taintedtear13: tell me
Hallmark89: yeah
Hallmark89: lol
Hallmark89: well u and me were at skool. then a penguin passed by and i said look and u and me sat with eachother. then the next thing i know we were kissing
Hallmark89: lol
Taintedtear13: weird
Taintedtear13: hee hee
Taintedtear13: a penguin mark?
Hallmark89: lol
Hallmark89: yeah
Taintedtear13: wtf? hee hee
Taintedtear13: dreaming about penguins now?
Hallmark89: no just u
Hallmark89: lol
Taintedtear13: awww lol
Hallmark89: it was cute though
Hallmark89: i woke up all happy
Taintedtear13: the penguin?
Taintedtear13: lol aww
Hallmark89: i know
Taintedtear13: did it look like the penguin in that something and gromet?
Hallmark89: mo u looked al cute and cuddly
Taintedtear13: the penguin not me
Taintedtear13: lolo
Taintedtear13: lol*
Hallmark89: u of course
Taintedtear13: lol!
Taintedtear13: i meant what kinda of penguin
Hallmark89: i dunno
Taintedtear13: okay
Taintedtear13: hee hee
Taintedtear13: good to know im being thought of
Hallmark89: you always r
Taintedtear13: :-D
Hallmark89: cuz ur damn saexy
Taintedtear13: why thank ya govna!
Hallmark89: lol
Taintedtear13: you are a pretty good looking guy too if i dont say so myself! lol
Hallmark89: lol
Hallmark89: thanx u

Fri, Dec. 10th, 2004, 11:29 pm
dedicated to my love <3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3 Rafael <3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3

OMF! I LOVE RAFAEL! i saw him at the mall today. looking VERY GOOD! lol. yeah he was wearing a black shit that was TIGHT on him and i think some jeans i wasnt really looking at that part of his body. ; ). yeah then right now i came online and started talking to him. i would post this but its sooo sectret o-O. hee hee. yup but it was fun talking to him again and GOSSIPED!! lol. yeah we have to get together sometime. i met rafael when my friend bryna used to like him. so i started talking to him, hoping, that i would introduce him and bryna and they will get interested in each other. soon in time i started to like rafael. i had a bf at the time though, (soon to be gay) so i didnt start anything with him. we hung out a lot during our years in middle school and became best buds. we are friend with benefits! that we dont use the benefits part. we talk about it a lot though. he is one person who can write me up in two seconds. he is in photography and is a beautiful and sexybootylicioushubbahubba-guy. i love him to death and i could sit with him for hours talking about whatever is on my mind. he is one person who has really been there for me when i needed to talk to someone. SO RAFAEL I LOVE YOU TO DEATH YOUR NOT LIKE A BROTHER TO ME BECAUSE I WOULDNT WANT TO SCREW MY BROTHER! LOL. yeah...LOVE YOU TO DEATH AND PLEASE DONT LEAVE I WILL DIE WITHOUT YOU!!

memories with my <3:

-going to the movies and watching austin powers

-tickle fights in the hallways in summer school

-you dancing in the tent at my sleepover

-haning outside my house at night till 10 30

-ditching summer school to hang out with you near cleveland

-going to the cobalt and smoking outside

-THE BEACH!!!

-knowing the fact that if i go to the mall that i might see you there.

-MR COJUCARU'S ALGEBRA ROOM IN 8TH GRADE!!!! hee hee passing notes

- ^ going to visit him during open house last year

-talks on the phone about the old times

-singing sublime in group huddles

-seeing you at parties

-drives home, holdint hands and cuddling

- your party!!!

Fri, Dec. 10th, 2004, 06:43 pm
i love this ....

you never UNDERSTAND
when you ALWAYS act the same
oh beautiful your lips TASTE OF RED
copper always EXCITED me
i need to hear you LAUGH when i m dying on the other line
you perform BETTER when im not near you
and it CRACKS THE WORLD spins away
im FLYING again
i cant believe that this is OVER AGAIN
pieces will carry away pieces of YOU IN ME


alan called. i couldnt contain myself. god i miss him. if he only. knew. oh by the way heather i know that you showed him this/ why???? i dont even know if he would care if i did. my feelings kill me. if he only knew...if he only knew..how much i really do care. im glad that i can write in here because no one reads it. well maxine does <3<3<3. gracias. my icon contradicts me. i guess im a poser now because i fell in love...

Thu, Dec. 9th, 2004, 06:47 pm
hey people

my cousins are over and its fun. i love it when they come. they arnt staying long . imbored and wannna go to the weekend already. i actually want to go to school!!! holy fuck its a fucking miracle. sorry kids gotta jam (lol lucy i love you forever!!!). things are shit and i wanna die!!! blagh. wish someone would call. wanna talk to bryna but cant. poop. gotta go watch aladdin ttygl. bye bye.




"i feel bad for the things i do, but do not regret the things i have done"

Tue, Dec. 7th, 2004, 10:27 pm
this is my bf everyone!

Specialvoodoo55: lol
Specialvoodoo55: sry
Taintedtear13: its kool im about to go eat
Taintedtear13: so ill talk to you later okay?
Specialvoodoo55: ohh yea im thinking of how hard
Specialvoodoo55: how hot
Specialvoodoo55: how steemy
Specialvoodoo55: how fast
Taintedtear13: ??
Taintedtear13: lol
Taintedtear13: o0o0oo
Specialvoodoo55: and how orgasmic
Taintedtear13: ?
Specialvoodoo55: its going to be if i play checkers with u
Specialvoodoo55: :-P
Taintedtear13: omf
Taintedtear13: lol
Taintedtear13: damnit!!!
Taintedtear13: 2 points for ricardo
Specialvoodoo55: lol
Taintedtear13: for making sam think something dirty
Taintedtear13: 2 more points for that
Taintedtear13: i hate you...because you are so adorable
Specialvoodoo55: lol

Tue, Dec. 7th, 2004, 03:16 pm
i was in such a good mood when i came home and now i want to die.

waitforwho: hello
Taintedtear13: uhh hi...
Taintedtear13: i dont think this is peter because he wouldnt im me i dont think....
waitforwho: is the POSER!! peter!! duhh
Taintedtear13: i know but you never im me....
Taintedtear13: like AT ALL!
Taintedtear13: unless you want to insult or make fun of me...
waitforwho: who said that i wasent going to insult you today!1
Taintedtear13: lol
Taintedtear13: that sucks!!!! my godd!!! lol
waitforwho: get ready for ;this one
Taintedtear13: alrighty then
Taintedtear13: go for it
Taintedtear13: ......
waitforwho: this one is a heard one
Taintedtear13: alright....lol
waitforwho: waitforwho (3:12:04 PM): alan
waitforwho (3:12:32 PM): so hey fuu did you kiss taƱa?
Line6mxp (3:13:54 PM): yea foo
Line6mxp (3:14:05 PM): she kisses good

waitforwho: waitforwho (3:14:32 PM): fuu do you really like her!!
waitforwho (3:14:58 PM): does she kiss better than sam!!
Line6mxp (3:15:00 PM): yeah foo
waitforwho (3:15:09 PM): so do you like her!!
waitforwho: Line6mxp (3:15:26 PM): yeah
Line6mxp (3:15:30 PM): like alot

waitforwho: what do yo think!!

Taintedtear13: damn peter
Taintedtear13: that fucking sucks man
waitforwho:
Taintedtear13: what man1!i cant believe you just did that
waitforwho: did what!!

Taintedtear13: show that to me!
waitforwho: hold on
Taintedtear13: omfg!
waitforwho: i think your going to like this one
waitforwho: Line6mxp (3:15:38 PM): but idk foo
Line6mxp (3:15:57 PM): people been talking shit
Taintedtear13: that one doesnt mean anything
waitforwho: so that means you have a chance
Taintedtear13: damn peter




am i the perfect target to torture? i hate myself...i have been lied to by the one person that i have ever loved and now i dont ever trust anyone. FUCK PEOPLE!.....i dont mean that but then again i do...

Mon, Dec. 6th, 2004, 09:02 pm
watching butterfly effect

(~\||/~)
(*/()\*) tried to make a butterfly


Taintedtear13: boo!
LAboysRdead512: sam!!!!!!!!!
Taintedtear13: ha ha i scared you
LAboysRdead512: wasup
Taintedtear13: nothing whats up with you?
LAboysRdead512: nm jsut here home
LAboysRdead512: u
Taintedtear13: same
Taintedtear13: im watching the butterfly effect but its at the boring part kinda
Taintedtear13: so im just whatever...
Taintedtear13: blah blah
LAboysRdead512: that movie is dope
Taintedtear13: i know its fucking awesom!
LAboysRdead512: hell yea
Taintedtear13: i saw it with bryna and rafael
Taintedtear13: it was funny though when he said to the girl "u really dont know how beautiful you are?" and she looks up !!! omfg she is soooo ugly!!!
Taintedtear13: i yelled in the theatre "maybe on the inside!" and like three people were like "FUCK YEAH!"
Taintedtear13: aww that sucks
LAboysRdead512: lol
Taintedtear13: yup what are you doing friday?
LAboysRdead512: gopnig to a show
Taintedtear13: what!?!? where?
Taintedtear13: who ?
Taintedtear13: is playing? lol
LAboysRdead512: jlb and matamoska
Taintedtear13: where?
LAboysRdead512: south gate
Taintedtear13: how are you getting there?
LAboysRdead512: idk
LAboysRdead512: i need to find a ride
Taintedtear13: wait where is south gate?
LAboysRdead512: like 40 min away
Taintedtear13: what city? maybe i can give a ride to there .....if i wanna go that badly lol
LAboysRdead512: allen theatre
LAboysRdead512: its in south gate
Taintedtear13: o0o0o
Taintedtear13: hmm
LAboysRdead512: kinda next to compten
Taintedtear13: shit
Taintedtear13: i wonder if my mom will let me go there
Taintedtear13: she doesnt like it when i go down there
Taintedtear13: i get into trouble lol...
LAboysRdead512: lol
Taintedtear13: ill try to convince her though
Taintedtear13: but if you find a ride let me know alright?
LAboysRdead512: kool
LAboysRdead512: k
Taintedtear13: alright ttyl buga!

Mon, Dec. 6th, 2004, 08:18 pm
I <3 FINLEY!!!

Play with, my heart
I'll teach you what its like
To be so used
That you'll have to clean
that dirt stuck in your plastic fingernails
and just the sent of you is enough
to make me sick
and all i know is revenge is sweet when...
you know that you are worthless,
and i am better than the games that you play princess.
I play and always win.
I'll take, my time
To slowly plot your end.
But now, I will
Speak bullets with my pen.
And all I know is you are cute when you scream.
You know, that you are worthless.
And I, am better than the games that you play princess.
I play, and always Win
I'll take you to the top
of this building and just push you off.
Run down the stairs so I can see,
your face as you hit the street.
This time, I win. So here's your kiss goodbye.

this is a song that my ex bf sent me. the love of my life.....thanks

Sat, Dec. 4th, 2004, 04:31 pm

waitforwho: your dumm!!!
Taintedtear13: ?
Taintedtear13: your dumb because you spelled it wrong




oh........my..........fucking........god.........

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